and that marks the end of 2005, whereby 2006 was ushered in with a blow to the head and a big bump. whatever it is, its a new year, and hopefully fresh start. enough of bad memories and scars, time to start appreciating the good things.
2005 was pretty screwed up. silly mistakes, bad relationship with ex boyfriend, lousy studies, slacking, lack of self control and responsibility, etc etc. a few ppl say that ive changed (not for the better), and i realize that what i am now is not who i want to be. so i gotta start learning.
a fewshoutouts: 
grace - youve been such a great source of comfort and motivation throughout everything i do. thank god for you this year because im sure i would be a total mess+screwed up shit now without having you here. i love all the silly weird times of endless laughter, the serious talks, philosophical debates. am so glad our friendship has only strengthened even though we left sc, and thank you for everything. love you girl
toren -
hey girl, you shld stop calling me your best friend and kissing me every single time youre drunk! haha you do the funniest shit when youre high man. (let me tell you a secret. psst.. a,b,c,d,e,f,g lol) okay that aside, youve been a really good friend and damn nice to me throughout it all. i know sometimes im too unreasonable and stubborn. thanks for putting up with me okay? (: mwah.
shaney - what can i say.. i really do love you alot. thanks for always caring, loving and wanting to protect me. even though time and distance have forced as apart for a few periods this year, i know that anytime im in need youre just one call away. thanks for always entertaining me in the weird hours of the night when im either upset or doing dumb things despite how busy you are. youre my pillar of support and strength. ill always care, and i know you do too.
yuzheng - hey big boy, haha i know you hate me calling you that. but this is to thank you for always being there to give me good advice and guide me in the correct direction. your gentle rebukes and warnings only tell me that you do care, along with you constantly reminding me that youre here for me. thank you for not judging me in the wrong things that i do, for always being able to cheer me up when im upset. your words have the power to either make me cry or laugh. if we dont remain friends for a long time to come (and i hope we do), just remember that youve made an impact in my life this year and like you always say, IM STILL HERE. haha love you.
wonus - hello my girls, haha i love this picture of us and its still in my wallet. wonus totally rocks, my sec 3 and 4 years were the best in my life mainly cuz of you guys. we ve been through all the laughter, hilarious videos, weird private jokes, as well as tears, anger and hurt. to chare, amanda maeyan - we've managed to remain quite close and im grateful for all your concern + support this year. love you (: shuyi ade angie siew lee - you guys are still a bunch of ppl i can be totally comfortable with. love all the laughter that strikes up immediately when we meet up and although we re not that close, i still care and hope you guys are doing well.
charles derek bren - teeohsixers. charles derek, haha for you guys i had abt 160 pictures to choose from to put up. camera whores!! haha my crazy slacker PW group members, its been a fun year with you guys. charles thanks for all the times of long talks and you sending me home. derek my supposed long lost brother!! haha you understand abt my family and thats great. lovelove. and bren, thanks for always letting me rant when im frustrated. (:
sam, weng, pk - my group one-ers (: sam, thanks so much for listening to me when i needed it. heh you know my secrets now and i have no BA BING over you anymore! haha though we ve only gotten closer recently i wld say its been fantastic knowing you. chompchomp soon k. pk, our friendship tends to drift in and out and we have our ups and downs with each other as well but hey, i would say that we ve learned to work together in many ways. its good to be ur teammate (: weng, DINGDONG! haha sorry for me and my attempts to break you up at the dancefloor last night, wasnt exactly in the right state of mind. youre a great person, thanks for everything. netball rocks yea girls.
kenny - last but definitely not least. remember this picture? dont know if you still have the jigsaw puzzle but yea. anyway we ve been through too many ups and downs to even start counting them. so many times ive hated you, or at least tried to, but somehow youve got my heart buried in yours for the past 10 months.. i dont know whats gonna become of us after our talk today and last night. im just scared of any hurt again. but like i said, friendship even if nothing else. i agree with what you say, it just feels like its us against the world doesnt it. youve spun my world around this year but yea, we ll work something out towards happiness yes, with or without each other.
and to round it off, heres to a lousy 2005 and a better 2006 (:
We are such Chemicals
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